The heart is telling

It's not that i hate u.
It's not that people like u most of the time.
It's not that your brain.

It's about the attitude.
It's about the respectful.
It's about the Jealousy on you I've created since forever.

I'm trying,
Keep on trying to avoid.
Then I lost.

I'm crying,
keep on crying to endure.
Then people just don't even noticed.

I'm dying,
The heart is losing,
Disappearing is the only thing,
Never wanting,
Never having,
And never begging.

Dreaming is the only way,
Watching is the preferable way,
Praying is the patience,
And smiling is the best way.

I'm telling what my heart is saying